my Triumph

Love is pain right from the very beginning… the pain is there, from where it starts, ’till where it ends… pain is another face of being in love, because when you fall in love, it means that you are ready to get hurt in the name of love… and Love is another face of pain, because as you go through your relationships, pain is always there… it does not stop, even the most powerful poems cannot hide the truth ness of being in love… even how much you hide, the pain is still there and it will not stop until you will find another person to Love and starts all over again… the beauty of being in Love is not by the years that both of you are together… it is not by the gifts that you gave… it is not by the kisses that you recieve… it is by the pain that both of you conjure as your relationships starts to decline and still manages to keep in touch with one another… it is by the strength of facing such disastrous situations and still manages to kiss one another… it is by exerting such endeavor when all hopes are lost and when all pains are shimmering… and still manages to say "I LOVE YOU"… when you hold someone’s hand, it is like holding a rose surrounded by thorns, because both of you know that you were not destined… when you hud someone, it is like hugging a poillow because as both of you goes along, some will separate… time, decides, but pain executes…

I confess… I am not that brave… I don’t have that
courage to face something that I think I could not be able to bare… ….

Tears fell from my face ‘coz I am ashamed of my self…
…. I hide behind the shadows of my other self just to take the shame away… …

If you speak of courage… you cannot find it within me…
… I tried to reach that courage but unfortunately for me it is unreachable… … …

I had already lost every thing… … … every people I
Love and cared for… … for so long weakness has been tearing me a part… … …

But suddenly… it struck me… I thought courage was only
a dream… and laughter was only a vision…

You came and you changed my world to something new and
so much better… …

Because of happiness… I fell down on my knees and
asked GOD… to keep you… to Love you… and for you to be mine… …

Then GOD said… how can she be yours? If you have no
courage… how can she be yours? If your not brave enough… how can she be yours?
If you are weak… and how can she be yours? If I don’t permit you to have her… …

Then I fell down on my knees and I told my answer… …
if I have no courage, then she will be
the one to give me one… …. If I am not brave enough, then let her smile give me
the courage to be brave… then if you do not permit her to be mine… then why did
you ever created me if my life was to be only miserable… …

I plead… God she was the one who lifted me up whenever
I was down…. She was the one who sparkled my day… she was the one who completed
the missing pieces of my missing heart… she was the flame that gave my soul some
dignity and pride… and she was the ashes who molded me to be human again when I
thought my life was entirely made of coal… …

Apparently, the M.I.N.D.S were considered to be "the Cream of the Crop" in terms Debating… but in terms blurting out mistakes to one another, they were all the same.. pointing out fingers and arguing about there mistakes that they all did, and not accepting those mistakes that others did to them.. they will not accept any defeat nor triumph, but those were then the M.I.N.D.S of Yesterday… the President of the Noble Society has called up a meeting and there, they discussed there anger, ravage "if considered" to one another and after the so called meeting they all agreed not to do this any more and that they will Unite once more to Show other societies that called them Childish Maturity.. but this remains to be seen… but i’m pretty sure that they’ll commit to once agreed by the Body…and that the so called childish maturity will now be called "King of the Hill"…

Again!!! the M.I.N.D.S. has done it!.. if you have witnessed the debate that was held yesterday, you will surely say "that those debaters who debate infront of the podium was EXCELLENT!!!"… but if your not there, you could have seen the battle of wits, poise of these intelligent debaters.. i can personally say that it was the BEST DEBATE ever!!… so those intelligent young peepz out there please see Mr. Neil Balili..