Life after Death…
I confess… I am not that brave… I don’t have that
courage to face something that I think I could not be able to bare… ….
Tears fell from my face ‘coz I am ashamed of my self…
…. I hide behind the shadows of my other self just to take the shame away… …
If you speak of courage… you cannot find it within me…
… I tried to reach that courage but unfortunately for me it is unreachable… … …
I had already lost every thing… … … every people I
Love and cared for… … for so long weakness has been tearing me a part… … …
But suddenly… it struck me… I thought courage was only
a dream… and laughter was only a vision…
You came and you changed my world to something new and
so much better… …
Because of happiness… I fell down on my knees and
asked GOD… to keep you… to Love you… and for you to be mine… …
Then GOD said… how can she be yours? If you have no
courage… how can she be yours? If your not brave enough… how can she be yours?
If you are weak… and how can she be yours? If I don’t permit you to have her… …
Then I fell down on my knees and I told my answer… …
if I have no courage, then she will be
the one to give me one… …. If I am not brave enough, then let her smile give me
the courage to be brave… then if you do not permit her to be mine… then why did
you ever created me if my life was to be only miserable… …
I plead… God she was the one who lifted me up whenever
I was down…. She was the one who sparkled my day… she was the one who completed
the missing pieces of my missing heart… she was the flame that gave my soul some
dignity and pride… and she was the ashes who molded me to be human again when I
thought my life was entirely made of coal… …
